Wednesday, April 11, 2012

And Two Steps Back.

Talked on the phone with previously mentioned new guy and felt awkward and uncomfortable and just all around wrong. So what comes to mind next? My ex.: How well get got along in the beginning, how much feeling I had for him, etc.
I hate that the only feeling I have these days is that I will never feel in love again. I don't ask for much. I just want my best friend back. But that will never happen because that person doesn't exist because everything he said to me a lie.
Having to accept that my love was a lie breaks my heart over and over again.

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