The Stuck Cry

Ever have a cry just stuck inside you? It is similar to having the correct word on the tip of your tongue. I have had this mood, this cry, stuck in my for about a week and a half. I know if I can find some huge release I would start to feel better. This stuck feeling has left me in a complete fog. I can't think straight. My energy is zapped. And I miss him. I know, my brain can tell me a million things but I still go through phases of missing him. Heck, I have been alone so long even my brain is starting to betray me. Where's a zombie when you need them. I kid. I guess that is good sign. If I can just get this cry out of me I can get that release and start to feel better again.